advance toward anything worth the control, this is my big break this is my big mistake, no matter how hard I try I cant find another way. (chorus) contemplating with a head that held high by you, letting go of all I had of all I know, pushing forward to reach no end, I've tried to assume the part but just broke down as I lie next to her, lie next to her. I'm whole now, but unravel me and watch how I fall to pieces, read every layer rewrite every line tell me how it is and how it should be, I cant believe you took that kissing thing seriously what was I thinking, I should've laid you down, made you scream, took your trust, broke your heart. (chorus). My intent to make it that far will only end up, under these miserable circumstances.