always i know that letting you go was the worst thing ive done since day number one when we laughed so much thought it would last but i was so wrong i want you to say what you feel let me know how i can you heal cause i never meant to make things so wrong and now that they are i feel so lost the last thing you said oh it hurt me so much "never thought you'd be one" all those times i wrote you before i promised you wouldnt hurt anymore